This isn't long but I needed to get this somewhere besides my head.
Showing posts with label setback. Show all posts
Showing posts with label setback. Show all posts
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Sliding in Week 12
I have a confession to make.
Today I slide back into the comfortable and unhealthy habits that I relied on heavily three months ago.
I bought and ate a piece of chocolate cake. It was sweet and rich and....didn't help me at all.
What's up with that, cake? I mean you were my go to for all emotional issues for years. Could it possibly be that you NEVER helped?! Could it be that you were just a distraction from the real issues? For the last three months I have missed your company, your taste, and magic salve that would fix my day. I feel foolish for putting my trust in such a small bakery item.
I would like to say that now I know better, but right now all I can focus on is the fact that I am utterly sick to my stomach from all of that chocolate.
I feel ashamed that I went there.
I am disgusted with how my body feels.
Dear lord I think I might be sick...
So what caused my current state?
Today I slide back into the comfortable and unhealthy habits that I relied on heavily three months ago.
I bought and ate a piece of chocolate cake. It was sweet and rich and....didn't help me at all.
What's up with that, cake? I mean you were my go to for all emotional issues for years. Could it possibly be that you NEVER helped?! Could it be that you were just a distraction from the real issues? For the last three months I have missed your company, your taste, and magic salve that would fix my day. I feel foolish for putting my trust in such a small bakery item.
I would like to say that now I know better, but right now all I can focus on is the fact that I am utterly sick to my stomach from all of that chocolate.
I feel ashamed that I went there.
I am disgusted with how my body feels.
Dear lord I think I might be sick...
So what caused my current state?
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